A 'great' surge out of expectation

Umm...
Today, I woke that early. There’s something riddling in my mind
I dun know what she feel of me right now. But I know time will make it clear.
You know, love is never an easy stuff. It’s interactive. Not saying that she will like you even though u’ve devoted all yourself to her.
So it’s not easy to find your beloved one. It’s seeming that the future is full of mist, but I must face up to it.
Thats me. No matter, what is it at the end. I will be proud of myself, coz I never hide myself the feelings to her, and I have already done what I suppose to do.

btw, I’ve just finished the maths and amaths lessons.
tiresome
It’s the time for meditation, to think about my life and my future.
There’s still so many people in china need help.
What can I do for my country. How can we, chinese, upgrade the civilian standard?
What I can do now is studying. Sign....