2010年4月29日 星期四

In this country

This is a very inspiring song, the theme song of over the top.
“Never beat yourself, never get yourself beaten.”

The miles go by

Like water under the bridge

Reach for tomorrow

With the new sunrise

The road before us

Leading to what we need

Right from the start

Follow your hearts

Giving more than we receive



´Cause in this country

Our hearts are open

We are free to try again

When we see

What will be

Again we believe



I travel on an open road

To the future today

A restless heart

Knows when he´s ready to go

the never-ending miles unfold

As far as I can see

Right from the start

Follow your heart

No matter where the path may lead



´Cause in this country

Our hearts are open

We are free to fly again

When we see

What will be

Again we believe



You know the road is to tomorrow

Will you ride along with me again ?

Give my life for yours

If you only say the word

From the past to the new

Giving more than you receive



´Cause in this country...

2010年4月21日 星期三

人生的ctrl+z

如果有機會讓你再選擇一次
你會怎樣選?

2010年4月20日 星期二

Pet Shop Boys Being Boring

Pet Shop Boys Being Boring Lyrics

I came across a cache of old photos
And invitations to teenage parties
"Dress in white" one said, with quotations
From someone's wife, a famous writer
In the nineteen-twenties
When you're young you find inspiration
In anyone who's ever gone
And opened up a closing door
She said: "We were never feeling bored
'Cause we were never being boring
We had too much time to find for ourselves
And we were never being boring
We dressed up and fought, then thought: "Make amends"
And we were never holding back or worried that
Time would come to an end"
When I went I left from the station
With a haversack and some trepidation
Someone said: "If you're not careful
You'll have nothing left and nothing to care for
In the nineteen-seventies"
But I sat back and looking forward
My shoes were high and I had scored
I'd bolted through a closing door
I would never find myself feeling bored
'Cause we were never being boring
We had too much time to find for ourselves
And we were never being boring
We dressed up and fought, then thought: "Make amends"
And we were never holding back or worried that
Time would come to an end
We were always hoping that, looking back
You could always rely on a friend
Now I sit with different faces
In rented rooms and foreign places
All the people I was kissing
Some are here and some are missing
In the nineteen-nineties
I never dreamt that I would get to be
The creature that I always meant to be
But I thought in spite of dreams
You'd be sitting somewhere here with me
'Cause we were never being boring
We had too much time to find for ourselves
And we were never being boring
We dressed up and fought, then thought: "Make amends"
And we were never holding back or worried that
Time would come to an end
We were always hoping that, looking back
You could always rely on a friend
And we were never being boring
We had too much time to find for ourselves
And we were never being boring
We dressed up and fought, then thought: "Make amends"
And we were never being boring
We were never being bored
'Cause we were never being boring
We were never being bored

A overman, to be or not to be?

2010年4月18日 星期日

心中像是缺少了什麼

不知為何,好像有點東西遺忘了。
就好像一組拼圖,當快要完成時卻發現邊緣的一小角有一塊拼圖不見了。
缺少了它,生命彷彿變得不完整。
我不斷尋找,希望能找到那屬於我的碎片。
一年一年過去了,我遺忘了那個缺口。

但最近,當心靜下來時,才驚覺那缺口原來從沒有消失。
為尋回那失落的碎片,我決定往世界的盡處。
相信這個世界會告訴我那個想不通,猜不透問題的答案

有人說,人所追求的是愛情。那我追求的又是不是呢? 我不知道。或者不是。
愛情這回事很難去追求。當中有太多主觀因素所控制。
往往執著於愛情的人,他們到最後都是一無所獲。
而我對愛情的態度是堅持。
要做到堅持卻不執著是不易的。堅持是對自己信念的肯定,相反執著是對對方的佔有。
但這兩种心態卻是相依的,有正必有負。
人沒有完美的,所以我們唯一可以做是提醒自己。I am the way I am.
在今天利益為上的社會,為了生存,我們不得不随波逐流,但亦希望在內心最深處堅守最後一處道德高地,
用最純潔的心去感受愛。妳感受到我內心的爭扎? 我希望尋找一個可以分享內心深處的她。我會遇到你嗎?

數年的男校生活的沉澱,我明白到我需要的不是伴我吃喝玩樂的人,而是能與我進行深入心靈交流的soulmate.

我希望....

每個人心裡,或多或少都會有夢想。
而我的夢想是有朝一日能成為一位獸醫。
從少到大,我都醉心養狗。
看著牠們的眼睛,像是明白牠們的想法
喜怒哀樂。而我也轉眼間也成長了。
雖然牠已不在我身邊,但當日夢想猶在

2010年4月16日 星期五

喜歡人的感覺 不一樣

喜歡這种感覺打破了我心扉裡的平靜
但總要面對
我不喜逃避自己的感情
期待也是一种樂趣吧

2010年4月12日 星期一

陰音濕濕

Listening to Wazz Up Radio - 陰音濕濕

2010年4月10日 星期六

當正喝著清水的時候,心中萌生了一個想法,有個家真好
從小到現在,十六年了,家這個概念在腦海中仍是非常模糊。
我害怕,很害怕會回上父母的前路。

我真是不希望將來的家庭會是這樣,不希望將來的兒女受著跟我一樣的孤單。

GIVE MY SELF A MEANING, hah?

What is life, that’s the question.
It seems that I can never figure out the answer
I think a lot, read a lot. But at the end, it’s still empty - my soul. My mind is blank.
Everything is just like programed. Or I want myself to be programed? To adapt the changing society, or to be someone people suppose. Maybe I just feel much safer when others dun realize who I really am.
Soul is the meaning of one’s life. I always try hard to find myself meaning. They change from time to time, from place to place, for different reasons.
Ultimately, I just dun really know who I am.
I am always alone, not socially but psychologically.
Inside me, it likes a black hole, cold, dark and empty.
There’s neither trust nor love.
To this phenomenon, I gradually become indifferent and then be used to.
I am really afraid to be used to it.

2010年4月4日 星期日