Bullshit Bullshit

Why my mother always say bullshits
She did’t think
Holy Crap

Say Goodbye

My cousin gonna go to New zealand for studying
I will miss him so much.
FML ‘’O,O’‘

A goodbye kiss

I want nothing but you.
But it makes my feel guilty of trying to occupy one’s all
Love should not to be like that,
But Love always follows with jealousy hatred and so many.
There’s always an internal tug-of-war inside me.
Whether I should love or not
I want my life stay peace, but love makes my heart beat
Make me feel like missing something inside my heart.


‘’O.O’‘

thought provoking

Just feel somehow lonely. In the morning, at night.
It’s not a good feeling to find that you are alone when you wake up
This feeling drives me mad.
Anyway, Fuck my life.

You are so weak and you dun deserve this body.
Get away from me, and I will take over you.
Lucifer

In the edge of death

Just couple minutes ago, my friend told my she nearly jumped off her flat that made my feel life was that vulnerable. I dun know if it’s true. But I choose to believe. I think we should be always serious on talking about life. I just dun know why I care about her so much. IDK

By Lucifer.

幾許風雨 羅文

無言輕倚窗邊　凝望雨勢急也亂

似個瘋漢　滿肚郁結　怒罵著厭倦

徐徐呼出煙圈　回望以往的片段

幾許風雨　我也經過　屹立到目前

一生之中誰沒痛苦　得失少不免

看透世態每種風雨　披身打我面

身處高峰　嘗盡雨絲　輕風的加冕

偶爾碰上了急風　步伐末凌亂

心底之中知分寸　得失差一線

披荊斬棘的挑戰　光輝不眷戀

悠然想起當天　無盡冷眼加嘴臉

正似風雨　每每改變　現實盡體驗

無求一生光輝　唯望抖志不會斷

見慣風雨　見慣改變　盡視作自然

悠然推窗觀天　雲漸散去星再現

雨線飄斷　似我的臉　熱淚聚滿面

然而不死春天　全賴暖意不間斷

似你的臉　叫我溫暖　伴著我步前

I know I know

When I am loss, lucifer’s there
When I am sad, lucifer’s still there
Bearing my sufferings, without even a sigh
I know you’re there, my beloved lucifer, forever.
You make today’s Anthony.

A day of meaningless lol

Let’s show you some of my recent photos
I was so busy this few days that made my feel some kind of loss
I dun know what its about
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Night

I dun know why
When its quiet I feel lonely
I dun know why
I want to be in love without any reason
I dun know why
love always breaks ones heart but they's still want a try
I dun know why
Stuffs get into my mind
I dun know why
I always ask question in my mind

Complicated feelings

What I am supposed to be? Who I am supposed to love?
Who control the world, the unseen power, is that god? the so called destiny. Or just happen ramdomly. Why I am anthony but not someone else at other corner of the world. I think therefore I am. Sometimes questions are more powerful and the answers.

Sorry

Guys，I am sorry for not updating new entry for few days. I promise I will update once Im free.

Be strong.

Sometimes you may feel depressed, somehow.
I must have my own plan. lol
I really need it.
Destiny!? You can do nothing to change it.
Some people said, 80% of your future is in others hand.
What you can do is only that little, feeling of being incapable.
Anyway, that’s the truth. It’d better for us to face it positively, rather than grumbling.
Bruce Lee, one of my favorite movie star, said “The meaning of live is to develop and implement our value and strength without any regret.”
So, we should also do your best until the last breath.
To ignite our live. To make them brighter and brighter.
So we can feel we are really really living, not a “dead” man.
END~

hah hah hah?!

This few days, I always listen to Avatar’s OST.
Especially the theme song - I see you.
Magnificent?! Fabulous?! Marvelous ?!
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Walking through a dream

I see you

My light in darkness breathing hope of new life

Now I live through you and you through me

Enchanted

I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your life shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

I live through your love

You teach me how to see

All that’s beautiful

My senses touch your word I never pictured

Now I give my hope to you

I surrender

I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes

Living through life flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life

I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open

(and my spirit never free)

To the world that you have shown me

But my eyes could not division

All the colors of love and of life ever more

Evermore

(I see me through your eyes)

I see me through your eyes

(Living through life flying high)

Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise

So I offer my life as a sacrifice

And live through your love

And live through your life

I see you

I see you

The whole song is just like a dream, describing an Utopia
A world that all of use long for, but is it really existed?
I choose to believe. Sometimes being innocent is a kind of fortune, isn’t it?
A Paradise...


Btw, I’ve taken an effing interesting photo near my school.
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Believing god saves you and your family!!
If so, I bet I must fall into hell after the so-called judgement day lol
I am just kidding. To say again, I respect all religions.
They have right to believe what they choose to believe.
If my words are somehow offensive, I am sorry for that. lol
END~

The New Day of My journal

Last night, I dream axxxxy. It’s freaking weird. Yes, it’s weird to dream a person without actually knowing him/her.
To be honest, I am afraid that’s true. I fancy her. Or love her?
Just forget it. OKay
Let’s talk about today’s school life. I screwed up in some subject. hah.
There will be a remedial plan for it. So, I get to put more effort on it.
You know what, I always think about her. That’s feeling is really like some kinds of nuisance? Before this, I just live like a normal student.
Eat, Study, and Play.
But how come now I get another stuff to deal with, “thinking about her” ???


I dun know, I dun know.
Just keep going and lets see what will happen.


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Waiting for a bus!! It’s effing crowded.

Using iphone to post new entry

Its really amazing using iphone blogger.

there must be something wrong

I am just ab bit confused. Why wiil I dream a girl that I even have not seen her with my eye. WERID. lol

Using iphone to post new entry

Its really amazing using iphone blogger.

Dinner alone

My mum went out.
And I gotta dine myself.
Let’s see what my dinner is.
Umm....amazing.
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Im not kidding. This’s really yummy, though it looks not that good.
I dun even recognize this restaurant, even I’ve living here over ten years.
$30 lol

The third day of the twenty ten

Hi, everyone.
This few days I will be very busy. Maybe I get no time to upload new entries
Plz be patience, everything will back to normal as soon as possible
btw, I want to take this opportunity to encourage Joe .
Cheer up, man !!!

Assassin and lifeguard

Today I went to watch movie “Body guard and Assassin” with Olive and Fat Hui
I dun even know olive knows Fat Hui, and so dose her.

$40 for a ticket lol
Boo...it’s effing exciting. Bloodshed and bloodshed.
To add something, when I was waiting them, I saw a Charming Girl with a red latticed jacket.
She’s that different from any I’ve ever met. Was that so-called soulmate? lol. That,s bullshit, I know.
lol
Yes, she’s just right beside the picture. I love her look when reading books. In chinese, we say this is “ 書卷氣”
I quite like this book store, giving me a kind of comfortable feeling, making me felt like staying at home.
The staff will not wander around. Everything is that normal but comfortable.

Besides, I found a very eye-catching book there.

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Chaplin is one of my favorite comedian. He is really a legend.
Every gesture and eye contact seem to be alive.


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Sorry, I just cannot imagine he’s that handsome when he was young. Just like a british Gentlemen, Wow
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A funny warning sign. 分分鐘 is spoken language in chinese. It means “u re likely to....” something like that.
Chinese is a difficult language, especially cantonese. So many of many british and canadian friend don’t like it.
LOL “It’s effing complicated” they always say that.
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It’s truly a book written by a local writer. But with a creative packing???
I dun know. Just feel it’s interesting.

This’s olive’s dinner. Claypot Rice with an egg.(uncooked) lol

That’s mine, yummy lol......